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I
am hsan, Ahsan Khurshid, I was born on the 8th Of
1974,
So, I have to declare that day my birth day . I am Gemini
I don't believe much in stars but
I have to remember that because friends normally ask me about my star, well
in other way there must be something to start the conversation, you know.
I did my graduation in Computer Sciences from PAK-AIMS
(Pak American Institute
Of Management Sciences)
in Dec, 96. And from the day of my graduation to date I am doing Job with AvalonTC
as a Software Consultant.
Living
in a lot of places had both good and bad sides. It was very nice to meet different
people and to experiment different ways of life. But the drawbacks are that
you never grow roots, you're always on the move or waiting for the next move,
and that's not a very nice thing when you meet awesome people and you get to
like the place you're living in. But even with those problems, I think it's
something worth living for all the good things it brings.
perhaps I am a very weird kind of a person (not always but I guess, I feel like
that some time ;) hehehe ). My sensitivity and jealousy towards others are the
traits in my personality. But changing ones nature is something impossible,
may be some people do hate me out of blue and I hate myself for this even. I
have found a ray of hope but I know it will disappear too.
life's wierd...it keeps slipping through my fingers like grains of sand..insanity..craziness...sinking
into oblivion...
Yaaaa
that's me!
Ohhoo
sorry I didnt mention I used to live in Lahore,
Pakistan .
I love Lahore because this gives me lot of things. I made a lot of very, very
special friends in Lahore, including some of my best friends today. I miss my
life in PAK-AIMS already, mainly because of the people and the friendly atmosphere
of that school. It's funny because when I was finishing college all I could
think about was to finish it as soon as I could to get 'RID' of it and go to
some cool job, though that is past
now I miss it so much. I think
it'll not enough to say I LOVE them all including my friends & professor
Ahhh well you can never be fully satisfied I guess. so let me keep digging life
.
so here's a brief synopsis
of my so-called life. I love to travel, experience new things, spend time with
cherished friends and family. I am super independent and almost always in a
good mood. I am generally happy with everything I do. I take risks without reservation,
because there is nothing worse than living with regret. I am compassionate with
those weaker than myself and generous with my time and assets. While it's true
we must be aesthetically pleasing to one another, I am not looking for someone
who just stepped off the cover of G.Q. It is important that I can share my faith
and set of values. I say this because this is truly who I am, not who I wish
I could be. There are a lot of people in this world who dress and act and judge
and ignore--all because they have something to prove. I am here because I have
something to share: my time, my ideas, my sense of humor, myself. The world
is full of people who put stipulations on how and who to love. For me, that
is impossible. How can you measure someone if each person is an individual?
Life is a journey meant to be shared. I have my own life, career, personality,
set of friends. I want to ADD to that, not BE that for someone else. Do you
understand? My off time is usually spent trying something new or taking on some
project. I am very easy-going. I love witty repartee and a well-made martini.
My musical agenda ranges--everything from Wheatus to Diana Krall, go figure.
Years
back some how I found out the Internet. I was so overwhelmed, because suddenly
I could not only communicate with the friends I made in other parts of the world,
but I could also meet a lot of great people, no matter where they live.
I think this is awesome, today I have real life friends who I firstly met online
and some friends who live in other cities and other countries which I never
met, but that doesn't really matter, I care for them as much as I care for my
real life friends. Sure, I've met some jerks, but that's the way life is. You
can't chose the people you meet, but you can choose the ones you call friends.
and that's is how life goes on....somewhere
between sanity and insanity...though people have their doubts !!!
One thing
I really want to do more when I got the time is flying I just hope I can
make it some day, somehow! I don't think there's anything that can describe
the feeling you have when you take off for the first time and realize you're
flying and in control. I never felt so good, so free, it's just plain awesome!
U know why I like flying ? yaaa unlimited sky, Endless skyline. I feel like
a free bird, don't u think ?
some time I feel "I
move in silence with each step taken snow falling round me like angels in flight
far in the distance is my wish under moonlight"
Anyway eating chocolates
long walks with friends, star
gazing, painting, Ohhhho
one thing I should mention here I love Cooking & I do that job
when I got time. I do lots of other stuff which usually are taken as granted
by most of us. I like to spend my time in exploring new things, new worlds and
new horizons. I feel more comfortable with my friends than strangers (well not
exactly I do enjoy them too), that's why I like making friends I am lucky that
I got many friends real friends .
I try not to make extremely detailed plans of the future,because I don't really
think you can do something like that and get them right its all depends of you
luck, how it s turn off pages of fate book. I have my some commitment with this
society with the people, the day I feel i have archived I will leave, beside
this I have some goals I would like to achieve some plans and, mostly, dreams
, who I expect
to turn into reality one day. But I'm not crazy about it, I try to live in present,
work hard for my present, so, by doing this I cover my past as well & I'm
sure the future will be good as well. We
cANnot rUn froM whO we aRe Our Destiny cho0ses uS!
Anyway, I don't
really know what the future has in store for me (does anyone?) may be . But some how i got chance to know myself little well,
Now i believe I can claim, what i wan? how i wan? and where i wan ;) may be
little big words ;) but as far as i feel good for myself, does it matter ;)
again little scary for you? right? hehehe, I agree some time things don't go
in my way, but I do try my best to make it happen.
But my true goal, the only one I am sure will not change, is to always be happy, both in the present and in the future, no matter how the future turns out to be.
Always
I guess we should take a CHANCE. The end result may not always be what you hoped
for but that's fine...
At least, you will never go through life wondering "What if... and "If
only...." Have a nice Day full of chances
So
far I am happy with my life and who I am. I look forward to my next adventure..
My
Favorite Quote:
Two mice fell into a bowl of cream. The first mouse quickly gave up and drowned.
The second mouse fought and struggled until he churned that cream into butter
and he crawled his way out. I am that second mouse.
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